I am addicted to loving liars, and I don't know why...

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I am addicted to loving liars, and I don't know why... And this obsession hurts me so much but I still continue to not find help or to even try to get my fucking life together... and I think all I'll ever be is a let down...


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Addicted to love and you're my supplier
But you and I we burn like a fire
And your words they cut like barbed wire
But that's how it feels when you love a liar


So pour the salt in my wounds babeI just wanna feel somethingRemove the blood from my veins
So this heart will stop pumping
On the edge and I’m jumpingGive me something that's numbingCause if I don’t have your love
Then this life means nothing




If you feel alone give this song a listen... if someone broke up with you or just fucking crushed your heart lately this song will mix your feelings into hate or just pure depression.

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