Dear everyone... I'm not all you want...

WE ARE COMING... Maybe all the things we take for granted are not meant to be taken advantage of in any way… Maybe love is something that's given and then taken away if you miss-use it… Maybe it's not for all of us... who knows… Maybe life isn’t for humans… Maybe we have taken over whats others… Maybe we mean nothing… I just want to know why everything hurts… Why am I this way? Why does this world not help but destroy people like me? Why does everyone hate my friends and I? What is the matter… were only human… there is no difference between me and you … I am still a living, breathing, hated, human being… unlike you I am hated not liked, or loved. I am the one you all hate… even the people who say; “Oh let me help you stay on the right track”, or “Oh let me help you at school or life”. What they’re really saying is “Fuck you and all of your hopes and dreams… I’m going to make your life fucking hell whether you like it or not”. “Your life is mine to control and I’m gonna make...

Going away from loved ones  or  them leaving you... Going away or having a loved one leave me is probably one of my greatest weaknesses as a human being... That pain of having to leave someone so precious to you is worse than a thousand deaths in my opinion... I have had to many people leave me in my life and I'm only barely 15! I've had all of my grandparents on my dads side die along with the fair share of aunts and uncles form both sides. I have suffered enough loss for 6 people together... I don't know how you guys feel about this but my people are the most important things in my life... they top any worldly possession I have. I don't know... I think I'm pretty annoying so I'm gonna leave this off at that... any ways thanks and see you later!