I'm tryin to figure out who I am
Who am I? Who am I? Honestly, that is a question I can't answer for you guys... I don't even know myself... every single time I feel like I know myself pretty well I just get all turned around and start back at square one. I've been trying to figure out who I am ever since my 9th birthday... ( Btw, that's when everything went to shit in my life ) Life hasn't been nice to me, my thoughts, feelings, and soul. I basically have no more feeling left inside of me, aside from when I carve words into my skin, then I focus on the pain cause that's the only thing that's really gonna make sense in the end anyways. My thoughts have only gotten darker and more sexualized since I was 10yrs old... I don't think that I could ever go back to being my younger more happy, safe, innocent, careless little self again... I am too far gone. Too far gone to be happy or careless again... too far gone to be safe or innocent again... too far gone to be me again... Sadly...