Meria, Nakamura
Dear Meria, my life has probably been ended by my hands, if not then just follow the directions that I gave you... and I know this probably hurts like fuck but just read this and maybe you will understand... Tue, Dec. 11 2018, Riot time, Art room. Do you remember this day... the day we didn't speak for the last few minuets of riot over a piece of paper. When I said "I share everything with you, your so mean, no more songs, no more..." then i deleted my songs from my school account and pasted them on my KONEKOXXXTOXXXINU account... the time I cut myself because I hated what I had done and what I had said... I hated my self... not you... yes I was fucking irritated at you but that doesn't mean you hurt me or that I loved you any less... if anything i loved you more... because you weren't as fucking weak as I am. The one time that my hatred showed its self... my demons are coming lose... and I fucking hate myself... I hate myself because I ...